those otps where one lives a normal lifespan and the other will live for centuries
It’s not really that late in the night but it serves the title better.
I feel so abandoned? No, left behind? Slow? Whilst my friends/acquaintances/peers go out, get their licences, hook up, have sex, meet boys, meet girls, have decent conversations, learn, have fucking fun… I am left (alone) in the cramp confines of my house, not home, having to deal with shit of a situation regarding the parents and not with me but them with each other (each and every time, I beg them, ‘Don’t bring me in to it), stress about financial shit, deal with the crap that is school not entirely education, feelings of great inadequacy and utter confusion. Nothing I have at the moment is sure. I have no rock, I have no guidance. I have no one to talk to. My only hope is that I pray, and it will be better, things will get better. Please get better.